I had my endoscopy on thursday. Things are still being biopsied and stuff, so we’ll know more in a week or so but for now the findings are:

1. a (really) small erosion
2. irritation/inflammation in my stomach 
3. and reflux (which I’ve already been taking medicine for, though the dosage was only recently raised)

I think the medicine helps a bit…I’m still having most of my symptoms, but I haven’t actually gotten sick in two weeks. Yay! I just have to continue on the medicine and just avoid fatty and acidic foods (no tomatoes ;A;)

But now my mom is convinced that I have gall bladder issues and would like to order me some more tests. Awesomesauce.

BUT. I went to NYC over the weekend!

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You’re alive! YAY!!!!

omg yes ALIVE! woooo! Nothing new to report though. I’ve pretty much just been watching crappy sitcom re-runs and living off of the BRAT diet all month XD

If I so much as see another banana when this is all over, I’m chucking it at the nearest person’s head.

The doctor gave me the go ahead to start taking melatonin too, so maybe I’ll get to actually sleep and finally catch up on my dramas! I’m like two or three weeks behind ;A; THE HUMANITY!!

I finally got to see the GI yesterday!

And angels must still exist, because the doctor offered to come in and do an endoscopy the day that he leaves for vacation (he said that he’s not going away till afternoon, so he has time) because that was the earliest time available before mid-late June. OMG. SAVIOR. 

So now I just have to chill until May 10th (jdhcfbejhfb you guys. that’s so much sooner than I thought I would get in. so relieved. I could cry.) and then (hopefully, most likely?) we’ll finally know what’s wrong!!

And until then, he’s also upped the dosage on the medicine that the urgent care doctor gave me last week. Up until now, it doesn’t seem to help too horribly much…but maybe with a better dosage, it will. I guess we’ll see! Fingers crossed! no more midnight puking parties for me please please please o_o

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1. In elementary school, other kids would play connect the dots with my freckles. Mom used to get so mad when I came home covered in marker!
2. I’m the shortest in my family (so sad…ㅠ_ㅠ)
3. I’m terrified of big dogs. 
4. I took figure skating lessons when I lived in Hawai’i, but had to stop when we moved to Maine because we couldn’t find a rink.  Go figure.
5. I’ve never been much of a reader, but I love Agatha Christie novels. I’ve nearly destroyed my copy of And Then There Were None because I’ve read it too much!
6. My favorite color is (and always has been) pink. But I rarely wear it because my skin is already kind of pink and it just looks weird on me ._.
7. I have a huge addiction to musicals. My ipod has an embarrassingly high number of showtunes!

So much for being back, right? I thought that I was starting to get a grip on everything, despite not being diagnosed yet. Which was kind of silly of me, but whatever. And while I doubt it’s anything super serious…It seems that it’s just getting worse as days go by, and that so-called stomach virus? Probably more of a symptom that a virus, because it just keeps coming back. Like every other day or two. sobsobwhine

Between all of those shenanigans and the lack of sleep it comes with, it’s like hard enough to get through an episode of spongebob, let alone a good drama…(I had to like rewind Tree with Deep Roots like 500 times yesterday, just to understand what was going on ._. my mind is gone~) It’s getting hard to keep up, and SPOILERS ARE EVERYWHERE. And so even when I’m not feeling too bad, it’s a bit hard to even want to get on tumblr these days ;A;

But seeing as I will miss all you guys, I’ll probably get on from time to time to check my messages and stuff…I just won’t be posting a whole lot for a while. 

TL;DR version: Basically, I’ll see you guys when doctors can fix me! Which will be maybe around a month or so from now? You can still send me messages/ask me questions, but it might take a day or two to get back to you.

So until then….goodbye? And in the meantime…Happy watching~

AND OH YEAH! HAPPY EASTER, GUYS!! (eat delicious food for me please o.o)

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I’ve just been really sick this whole week. Yesterday morning, I was so dehydrated that I had to go to the ER. 

They gave me  medicine to help curb the nausea, which seems to be working so far *knock on wood* because it’s now been almost 24 hours since I last vomited (omg tmi, probably…sorry) and I’ve been able to start eating a  bit…

However I’m definitely still not well (I’ll spare you the details) and It’s been days since I’ve gotten to actually sleep restfully. I had felt so much better after going to the hospital, but by the time night came around…for some reason the nights are when my symptoms are worst, and it’s just hard to get through. Something is still wrong, and since nothing showed up in the quick blood work tests, we don’t know what it is.

I’m already underweight, and I’m now down to almost 90 pounds, even with the severe bloating. I’m very nervous about everything at the moment, but trying to stay positive and calm. I’m going to see a specialist soon and do more tests, but until then, I don’t know how much I’ll be able to be on here; I can’t even get through a drama between bathroom trips, feeling too miserable/dizzy to focus on such things, and just trying to sneak in some sleep whenever I feel mildly comfortable. 

Anyways, I guess the point of this long and whiny post is just to say, I’ll probably only be popping in and out of here briefly (mostly just to see my dash, and for a quick distraction when I’m most uncomfortable) for the next few days—I have no idea how long this will all last, or when I’ll be able to really watch and post again, and I just wanted to give you all a heads-up. If you’ve sent me messages or anything recently, I’m not ignoring you, I promise!

what is liar game ?

Liar Game is a j-drama from a few years (okay, so like 5 years) back…It’s pretty popular (with a pretty good deal of praise) and the plot line has always sounded interesting to me, so it’s been on my watch list for quite a while!

This is the synopsis from dramawiki, if you’re interested:

Kanzaki Nao is an honest college student who receives a hundred million yen one day, along with a card saying she has been chosen to take part in the “Liar Game”. The aim of the game is to trick the other players out of their hundred million dollars. At the end, the winner gets the hundred million and the loser is a hundred million yen in debt. The next day, she receives notification that her opponent is her former teacher, Fujisawa Kazuo. She goes to him, seeking help, but ends up getting tricked into handing her money over. Desperate, she approaches the police for help, but they are unable to do anything. However, she is told of a mastermind swindler, Akiyama Shinichi, who is to be released from jail the next day. Desperate, she goes to him for help.

Anyways, I just finished episode three and am now forced to take a break (darn you, responsibility!!) but I won’t be surprised if I finish this in the early hours of tomorrow morning o.o